Rosa Hultman: An Easter Prayer

Rosa Hultman

The merging into oneness.

Emerald Heart Elder, Rosa Hultman, offers the Blog a little of her understanding of the Resurrection of the Christ in a modern age and shares a prayer for the Holiday.

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I min förra artikel för the Emerald Heart Blog, skrev jag om syftet med livet, om att utveckla en farkost och en personlighet som tillåter det fulla uttrycket av själen som finns där inne.  

När vi nu står inför en av kristendomens största helger, Påsken, som firas till åminnelse av Kristi uppståndelse, vill jag gärna plocka upp tråden och fortsätta där jag slutade sist, men innan jag börjar vill jag göra klart att det jag nu kommer att dela med mig av inte är skrivet ur ett religiöst perspektiv utan det kommer från en plats av sann andlighet, djupt i mitt hjärta.

Det universella Kristus-medvetandet visade sig och framträdde i och genom Jesus och det kommer att visa sig en andra gång i och genom medvetandet hos varje sann sökare av sanningen.

Följande går att läsa i Bibeln.

“Men åt dem som tog emot honom gav han rätten att bli Guds barn,”

Heliga skrifter kommuniceras från en plats där varje ord har tusen betydelser. Det betyder att ordet har olika betydelse beroende på nivån av medvetande hos den som tar emot budskapet. Det är just vad inledningen till Thomas-evangeliet säger:

” Den helst som finner betydelsen i dessa ord, kommer aldrig att dö.”

Det betyder att alla heliga skrifter har en trefaldig betydelse som handlar om de tre mänskliga omständigheterna – det materiella, det mentala och det andliga.

Jag vill förklara detta på följande sätt:

En liten kopp kan inte hålla en hel ocean inom sig, hur gärna den än vill,

På samma sätt kan inte koppen av materiellt mänskligt medvetande greppa det universella Kristus-medvetandet, hur mycket den än önskar göra det; men den sanne sökare som följer det system en sann spirituell väg utgör, kommer till sist att expandera sitt medvetande till allvetande och han kommer att kunna hålla inom sig Kristus-medvetandet som finns närvarande i varje atom, vilket betyder att han då håller Kristus-medvetandet i sitt eget medvetande. Detta är vad “ Tog emot honom” betyder.

Så det Jesus lär ut är, att alla själar vars medvetande blir ett med Kristus-medvetandet, de kan kallas ”Guds barn”.

Så låt oss se på Påsken och komma ihåg Jesu Kristi återuppståndelse på ett symbolisk sätt i år. Lår oss se på korset som en symbol för de maskulina och de feminina energierna där de smälter samman till återuppståndelse, sammansmältning till enhet och helhet.

Låt korset påminna oss om att Jesus stiger fram i hjärtat på varje blomma, i varje solstråle. Han stiger fram i varje atom och cell, han stiger fram i molnen, i regnet, i stjärnorna och i varje planet, i födelsen av denna nya tid. OCH han kommer att stiga fram i oss, genom vår hängivenhet och genom att vi släpper in Ljuset från the Emerald Heart i våra liv. Han kommer att stiga fram i våra sinnen, våra hjärtan och våra själar och det kommer inte att finnas någon separation mellan honom och oss. Han vandrar redan i trädgården som utgörs av vår djupaste hängivenhet, vår meditation och i Ljuset från the Emerald Heart.   

Detta är min Bön inför Påsken

Må var och en av oss bli så inspirerade och burna av de resultat vi får av att arbeta med detta fantastiska Ljus att det gör så att vi följer vägen i Ljuset från the Emerald Heart ända till dess slut, så att vi alla får förmågan att lyfta våra själar bortom det materiella stadiet, så vi återuppstår i Ljuset från Jesus och expanderar in i sfären av Kristus-medvetande.

Rosa Hultman; Elder of the Emerald Heart

 

English Version:

In my last article for The Emerald Heart Blog, I wrote about the purpose of life; to develop a vehicle and personality that allows the full expression of the soul it carries.

As we face one of the biggest Christian holidays of Easter this weekend, celebrated in remembrance of the resurrection of Christ, I want to pick this thread up and continue my writing on this topic, but before I begin, I would impart that this teaching is not coming from a place of religion but from a place of true spirituality in my heart.

Universal Christ-consciousness appeared in the vehicle of Jesus, and the Christ-consciousness is coming a second time to manifest through the consciousness of every true seeker of Truth.

The following is said in the Bible:

“ All those who received Him, to them gave He the power to become the Sons of God.”

Spiritual scriptures are communicated from the place where one word has thousands of meanings. Thus the word has different meanings depending on the receivers´ level of consciousness. This is also what the introduction to the Gospel of Thomas says; “Whosoever finds the meaning of these words will never taste death.”

This means all spiritual scriptures have a three-fold meaning and deals with the three factors of human beings – the material, the mental and the spiritual.

I want to explain this in the following way:

A small cup cannot hold an ocean within it, no matter how willing it may be to do so, likewise the cup of material human consciousness cannot grasp the universal Christ-consciousness, no matter how desirous it is; but when the Seeker of Truth by following the system of a true spiritual path, enlarges the calibre of his consciousness to Omniscience, he can hold the universal consciousness in all atoms, which means he holds the Christ-consciousness within his own. This is what is meant by “Received Him.”

Thus according to Jesus, all souls who can actually find their soul one with Christ-consciousness can be called “Sons of God”.

So in remembrance of Jesus Christ and his resurrection, let us look at Easter in a symbolic way this year. Let the cross be a symbol for the masculine and feminine energies merging into resurrection, merging into oneness.  

Let the cross remind us that Jesus is risen in the heart of every flower, in every ray of sunshine. He is risen in every atom and cell, he is risen in the clouds, in the rain, in the stars and in every planet, in the birth of this new era. AND he will rise again in us, through our devotion and through allowing the Emerald Heart Light into our lives. He will rise in our minds, our hearts, our souls and there will be no separation between him and us. He is already walking in the garden of our sacred devotion, in our deep meditation, in the Light of the Emerald Heart.

This is my Easter prayer

May each one of us be so inspired and sustained by the results from working with this amazing Light that we will follow the path of the Emerald Heart all the way, so that we will be able to lift our Souls beyond the material states, resurrected in the Light of Jesus and expanded into the sphere of Christ-consciousness.

 

Rosa Hultman; Elder of the Emerald Heart

17th April 2014

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The Frankfurt launch: The – Divine Plan – Healing System

Pink Heart -Divine Plan-Dear Spiritual Seekers,

Last weekend we brought The -Divine Plan- Healing system to Basel, Switzerland.  It was a joy filled event organised brilliantly by Florence Zumbihl. It was such a pleasure to train a group of lovely, open hearted folks who were so eager to learn. They were positively radiant with the Light of the Emerald Heart by the end of the day.

This weekend is another exciting time for The Emerald Heart and a great offering to Humanity as a whole.

Sunday 13th April, will be the third training of The – Divine Plan – Healing System in Frankfurt, details herewith.

Frankfurt, Germany

Sun. 13th April, 10.00am – 18.30pm approx.

Location: Palais von Hausen. BahnhofstraBe 18, 64653 Lorsch.

Contact Organiser: Sephora McElroy   sephora.mcelroy@googlemail.com

Healing Light Transmission: As we teach this weekend, The Light of The Emerald Heart will be spreading out across the Globe in a free Light Transmission. If you wish to experience this light, merely sit or lie down in a comfortable place and open yourself to receive the Light. Just say to yourself, “I wish to receive the Healing Light of the Divine Plan.”

You can connect with us as trainees are initiated and attuned to the Heart of Mother Earth as they learn this beautiful healing system.

The gift of The – Divine Plan – Healing System from Mother Father God offers a perfect balance and harmony of the masculine and feminine as each step unfolds.

If you are in Frankfurt and would like to join us please contact Sephora at the address above.

The day will be facilitated by Lynne Shaw of New York, supported by David Ashworth and Sephora McElroy.

Blessings

David Ashworth and Lynne Shaw

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Yvonne Hrdy – Easter

Yvonne HrdyIn this frank and honest article, Emerald Heart Elder, Yvonne Hrdy, shares with the Blog, her feelings and insights surrounding Easter.

Yvonne travels back into childhood to comment on formative experiences concerning religious conditioning and how she was able to break free from the control associated with this.

 


Every year as we approach the Easter days I feel a strong need to go into silence, take some time for contemplation.

There is on one side a great sense of activity and the vital and uplifting spring energies as support to get done with my stuff and go on with my job. And this year the energies and nature seem ratherto explode in a sheer breath-taking way, that pulls everything with it, if you want it or not.

On the other side, as I said, I feel a need to go into silence, reduce my communication to the most essential things. The Easter days are one of the most sacred days for me and to look at the path of this great teacher, Jesus, and his tremendous gift for humanity brings me to tears each year. In his Light everything seems so trivial and all this chatter in the world sometimes becomes unbearable. Now, this does not mean that we have to turn into ascetic, deadly serious monks or nuns, but well, a bit of focus on what is really important won’t harm. Even in those years when I was still a child or later as teenager where for sure I had no sense for ‘spirituality’ those days were sacred to me.

A big shift happened when I was 9 years old. I was raised in a catholic environment and at that age you receive the Sacrament of the Holy Communion at church, usually on the first Sunday after Easter. You are being prepared for almost one year via regular religious teachings at school in order to become a better human being through following the Ten Commandments as interpreted by the church and in order to become ‘worthy’ to go into communion or reunion with Jesus, symbolized by the vine and the host, transformed with the help of the priest by the power of the Holy Spirit into the essence of the Saviour, Jesus Christ.

I took this very seriously. It was a sacred thing for me and I felt like I was becoming the bride of Jesus. However, already during the preparation time, where you were asked to confess your ‘sins’ I felt some big resistance rising. Of course, one should not murder people or steal or something like that, but I felt I had to confess some stupid things which did not feel wrong at all, just because I was being told to do so. Who were these people to judge me? But otherwise I would end up in hell or at least in the infinite purgatory and not being ‘worthy’ anyway of the grace of God.

Something felt utterly wrong and in total contradiction to my inner calling and to the voice in my heart and you can imagine how much confusion this created in a 9-year old girl. You can’t really express it and when I tried or my resistance came out, I was told off badly by the nuns who were our teachers. How could I dare to doubt any of it.

Nevertheless, I was elected amongst around 120 pupils to read a lecture during the church service on that special day. During or shortly after this event some sort of inner realization must have taken place. I had totally forgotten about this event until Dave had asked me during our first consultation, if I had some memory about my first deep spiritual experience. I was in awe and shock at the same time when I remembered that I must have stood there in front of 600 people to read a teaching – I don’t remember any of the details. But according to my parents apparently did very well, standingthere, fully centred and in my power. The only thing I recalled though was this shift of inner knowing that happened. A knowing that something was not true of what was being told to us, followed by disappointment, confusion and rage. There was disappointment because when I received the holy host I felt emptiness. It did not feel at all like it should feel. There was also rage that increased over the years. Only later could Iput it in words. Some thingseven took time until only a few years ago: rage about how the teachings were adapted throughout the centuries to be used for politics, to keep people in fear and under control and above all the elimination of the Feminine, be it the honouring of the Feminine and the Mother or the elimination of the role of the women or how this was presented in some very distorted ways.

Only a few weeks after this event we, the communicants, were asked to show up again in our nice dresses to take part in a procession on Christ’s Ascension Day and I refused to participate, this was not my business anymore. I invented some sort of disease during the event in order to have an excuse. But only for these few hours, of course. Just before lunch I experienced a ‘miraculous, spontaneous healing’ and was able to get up again and join my family in the restaurant during this day of festivities ;-)

I remained a seeker though and my quest for truth led me quite quickly to the Emerald Heart and to Dave, after my spiritual awakening a number of years ago, when all sort of memories and experiences began to flood my consciousness.

Now I have to laugh every time when I think back and remember that it took me about one and a half years from hearing first about Dave and the Emerald Heart and checking out his website until I finally found the courage to ask for a consultation. Well, I took a few of his Essences of the Period before and believe me, they brought already some deep shifts into my life. So, inside I knew my life would change forever if I’d started to work with this guy and my subconscious created allkinds of excuses and fears to find a reason why it was not ‘the right time yet’ orperhaps a ‘stupid thing’ to do so. At that time I still worked in international business, although I had already started to learn and train with various energy healing methods, mostly because I was told that I seriously had to look for a spiritual teacher after my awakening, which was accompanied by some intense kundalini experiences for a while.

Well, when the student is ready, the teacher appears and now I can’t believe why I waited for so longbecause, as soon as I was in touch with this Light I knew deeply inside this was what I had been looking for. And with the help and guidance of Dave and through his wisdom and experience I felt, I would finally move forward at a much deeper level than ever before. A deep relief came into my system and when Dave asked at the end of the first consultation if I was ‘ready to receive’ and the Light was poured into me I could not believe my luck. I drank it in, I could not get enough and I was in tears of bliss. Well, the next appointment was the polar opposite: I was full of self-denial of all my fears and the Guidance almost refused to continue to work with me if I’d not get over this.This triggered all my unworthiness and mechanisms of self-destruction to the extreme. I had an auto-immune disease at this time and could literally see how I or my immune system attacked itself, completely out of control and it was a moment where I truly had to make a choice for life or death. You learn however, over time and with the help of the Light to dissolve bit by bit of these patterns and gain control over your life and use your life force in a constructive way, as we are meant to do.

Why am I writing all this? Well, maybe my words will help you to remember as well and maybe, if you need to, find the courage to take the next step on YOUR journey.

The time is always upon us when we chose it to be and when we find the courage to seek God or seek the truth, which is basically the same thing, with all our heart; it is upon us when we have the courage to reach out and take action for what our heart is telling us.

I feel though that this month of April is a very special time and great opportunity which won’t be given at this speed again. This year’s Easter Days are flanked by two powerful lunar eclipses; first by a Total Lunar Eclipse on 15th of April, on Full Moon Day, which shall be visible on the ‘pacific side of the globe’ in Australia, New Zealand and North and South America. The second is a New Moon Eclipse on April 29th.

I am neither an expert in channeling moon energies nor an astrologer, but I feel a deep sense of importance and excitement about the combination of these events. Astrologers say that there is even more going on, just after the Easter days, but I leave this up to the experts. In some prophecies the first eclipse is being called the start of the ‘end of the days of the Lord’ with a series of more full moon eclipses following in a period of one year or so. Well, we know now that the world is not going to end, but this is for sure a time where we will experience another shift of the new consciousness arriving here on Earth, like a final landing taking place. And I think it is no coincidence that Lynne and Dave have been launching the – Divine Plan- Healing System in exactly this period of time, with the first series of training taking place now in Europe. A healing system where you can find a perfect combination of Divine Feminine and Divine Masculine energies in service for the healing and wholing of humanity.

This is the time of precious Divine Feminine energies re-emerging, but in a new way like the world will never have seen before

I have come to peace with the church, its history and representatives. When you allow the Divine to enter your life you learn, step by step, to FEEL it all, to see it all and learn to accept life in its fullness, knowing that everything is Divine. You learn to see the Divine Spark in everybody and everything, just as Jesus has told us, as we are all Children of the Lord and truly One at the level of consciousness. And as long as there will be some darkness in me, there will be darkness in the world and vice versa, unless you have not mastered life over death completely or freed yourself from all karma and know how to walk on water.

Divine Perfection and the Power of the Divine Feminine

There is a sense of Divine Perfection in the air. Not as a mental concept, but as reality. Surrender to what is. Don’t fight anything back, let it all happen, let it enter your system, become undefended, learn to feel it all, do neither fight back, nor justify but let it all in. Be Receptive. Receiving it all. Let it touch your core, undefended. Stand still in your truth, in the infinite, calm the ocean of your true essence and then observe how all energies that are in turmoil or distorted, be it within or without, merge again with the great ocean when they are not fed by attention or any other energies. They will be absorbed and are thus being transformed into light and love again. This is the power of the Divine Feminine. It is infinite. Just take it all in, receive it, undefended, not attached to anything and let it all be transformed. There is nothing you have to do. Then you are able to take the next step towards love again.

One day on my journey, it is now 2-3 years or so since I sat in meditation and suddenly had a strong vision of Jesus who said “Eventually it all comes down to the Divine Mother.” He continued by giving me instructions that “no matter what was going to happen now, hold on to the Divine Mother. Don’t let her go, trust and hold on to her by all means. That is all what you need to do.”

I was then being taken on a journey into darkness. I had to dive ever so deeply into my own darkness and that of the history of mankind, which was one and the same thing. I was taken through all kinds of cruelty thatmen and women have ever done to each other, the physical abuse by men to women, emotional abuse by women towards men, all kinds of betrayal and much more. I could see the Light above me at all times but I knew when I gave up I would have failed myself and I would have failed Jesus. It was horrible. My body felt like a raw, wounded piece of flesh, the upper part of my body partly merged with Christ, the lower part of my body a raw and bleeding womb, ripped open, torn into pieces. I lost consciousness a few times, I could not walk anymore and had to crawl to the toilet, I think it took about two days, on and off, but I did not give up and went deeper and deeper. Eventually I came out at a point which felt like the beginning of history, when Oneness separated into the Masculine and Feminine in the form of a Vesica Piscis. I could sense some sort of original wound after this separation, a betrayal by the feminine towards the masculine, but at the same time I felt like I had accessed and was being anchored or re-connected to what I would call the Heart of the Great or Primordial Mother. This anchor now feels like a – hopefully – infinite, but really great source of strength to me. In those moments however, it was traumatic, as I started to see a number of things that were about to being created. For example I started to see the later formation of the Wheel of Light and who would be part of it and a number of things, but I clearly chose to opt out and forget.

This may sound all dramatic, but this was only a tiny step of transformation and a tiny tip I caught of what is possible with the power of the Divine Mother, especially in the eye of the Path Jesus had taken on for humanity. He, for me, is an example, to having surrendered completely to the forces of the Divine Mother. With the help and support of the women around him, he had learnt to surrender to the Feminine, become completely undefended, stand in his truth, vulnerable, with an open heart and was able to ‘turn the other cheek’ no matter what life presented to him. By surrendering his life to the Mother, which is life itself in all its expression, he mastered life beyond death and gave us his tremendous gift. He probably helped to rescue the Divine Feminine in those dark times of imbalance, far ahead of the consciousness of that time.

This is, admittedly, a very personal view and most probably very limited understanding of this great teacher and of course, there is so much more that could be said. But hopefully my words can convey at least a minimum of the gratitude and humility, the reverence and respect that this great soul deserves, already for simply having touched the Earth with his feet.

I wish you a great Easter time and that you celebrate the coming days in a way thatnurtures your soul and allows your heart rejoice.

With deep Blessings and Love,

Yvonne Hrdy

Elder of the Emerald Heart

 

 

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Basel: The – Divine Plan – Healing System

Pink Heart -Divine Plan-Dear Spiritual Seekers,

This weekend is an exciting time for The Emerald Heart and a great offering to Humanity as a whole.

Sunday 6th April, will be the second training of The – Divine Plan – Healing System in Basel, details herewith.

BASEL, Switzerland

Sun. 6th April, 10.00am – 18.30pm approx.

Location: Pilates Studio Skorpiona, Bachlettenstrasse 39, 4054 Basel.

Contact Organiser: Florence Zumbihl   florence.zumbihl@bluewin.ch

Healing Light Transmission: As we teach this weekend, The Light of The Emerald Heart will be spreading out across the Globe in a free Light Transmission. If you wish to experience this light, merely sit or lie down in a comfortable place and open yourself to receive the Light. Just say to yourself, “I wish to receive the Healing Light of the Divine Plan.”

You can connect with us as trainees are initiated and attuned to the Heart of Mother Earth as they learn this beautiful healing system.

The gift of The Divine Plan Healing System from Mother Father God offers a perfect balance and harmony of the masculine and feminine as each step unfolds.

If you are in Basel and would like to join us please contact Florence Zumbihl at the address above.

The day will be facilitated by Lynne Shaw of New York, supported by David Ashworth and Florence Zumbihl.

Blessings

David Ashworth and Lynne Shaw

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Lynne Shaw: The First -Divine Plan- Healing System Event

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Emerald Heart Elder Lynne Shaw shares with the Blog, a little about the very first – Divine Plan – Healing System event in Amsterdam. Lynne from the USA, travelled to Amsterdam and was joined by David Ashworth and Event organizer Harriët Kroon. Together they launched the first sequence of European trainings.

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Dear Ones,

The 29th of March 2014 heralded a whole new era for The Emerald Heart and the world as we held the very first training of The – Divine Plan – Healing System.

What a wonderful day! The sun was shining brightly in Amsterdam and the spring blossoms and leaves were bursting forth on the trees. It felt like a day to celebrate, even before the training began.

Airport meetA big thank you to Harriet Kroon who organized this special event. She had booked a welcoming light and airy space for the venue, and had attracted a lovely group who were really open to learn this New Paradigm in healing. With David Ashworth, the originator of the Emerald Heart Light at my side, we introduced, taught and practiced the Healing system.

We shared how The – Divine Plan – is literally about receiving, not doing. Connecting oneself or a client to their Higher Self and the Universe and then stepping away to become the Witness and let God do the work. Many may say that this is the intention of most healing systems, however, where the Divine Plan differs is that after connecting yourself or a client to the Universe, you literally sit down, do nothing and become the Witness.

We also explained how the healing session merely initiates the healing. Through the fabulous tool of transformation of the Divine Love essence, when a client takes the essence as instructed after their session, the healing journey continues for a further six to seven weeks. It was wonderful to share this incredible aspect of the healing system with the trainees.

The group then learnt and practised Witnessing a Session for themselves. This is such an important part of our development, making time for oneself to work with tools for our growth. Also, when we come from a place of expansion, balance and peace we are more able to become the empty vessel to Witness sessions for others, if that is something we feel called to do.

After an amazing attunement connecting each trainee’s heart to the Heart of Mother Earth and The Path of Light, a wonderful process of transformation commenced and will continue to unfold for all.

Everyone then had the opportunity to work in pairs and receive a Healing Session and Witness a Healing session for each other.

It was so incredible to share this wonderful gift from the Divine. To have the opportunity to teach this Healing System and see it coming to life as trainees Witnessed sessions for themselves and others was breathtaking. At times I could feel myself holding back the tears of joy and gratitude.

I look forward to hearing of the trainees’ progress over the coming months and how this day has contributed to changing their lives. For when your vibration is raised, you can never return to the previous level you were at. It is up to you if you continue to elevate your vibration and The – Divine Plan – Healing system is a tremendous tool to continue your development. This wonderful group of courageous souls who have welcomed change into their lives are now being guided by their mentor Harriet, who will steer them on their journey of becoming Certified Divine Plan Healing Witnesses.

There are two more trainings taking place in Europe in April, in Basel, Frankfurt and then one in London. If you would like to be a part of any of these training days please contact the organizers. The dates, locations and contact details for each event are listed below.

Many Blessing

Lynne

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BASEL, Switzerland                                       Sun. 6th April 10.00am– 17.30pm approx.

 

Location:         Pilates Studio Skorpiona, Bachlettenstrasse 39, 4054 Basel,

                                                                                                   www.skorpiona.ch

 

Contact Organiser:             Florence Zumbihl               florence.zumbihl@bluewin.ch.

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FRANKFURT, Germany                          Sun. 13th April 10.00am – 17.30pm approx.

 

Location:                            Palais von Hausen. Bahnhofstraße 18, 64653 Lorsch  

 

Contact Organiser:             Sephora McElroy                sephora.mcelroy@googlemail.com

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LONDON, England                                      Sat. 26th April 10.00am – 17.30pm approx.

 

Location:                            Light Centre, 9 Eccleston Street, Belgravia, London SW1 9LX

                                                                                                   www.lightcentrebelgravia.co.uk

 

Contact Organiser:             Tim Dyson    timdyson@talktalk.net

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Amsterdam: The – Divine Plan – Healing System

Pink Heart -Divine Plan-Dear Spiritual Seekers,

This weekend heralds a new dawn for The Emerald Heart and a great offering to Humanity as a whole.

Saturday 29th March, will be the first training of The – Divine Plan – Healing System in Amsterdam, details herewith.

AMSTERDAM, The Netherlands                             

Sat. 29th March 9.30am – 17.30pm approx.

Location:                            AOC-gebouw, WG-plein 255, 1054 SE Amsterdam.

Contact Organiser:             Harriët Kroon                  hello@harrietkroon.com  

Healing Light Transmission: As we teach this weekend, The Light of The Emerald Heart will be spreading out across the Globe in a free Light Transmission. If you wish to experience this light, merely sit or lie down in a comfortable place and open yourself to receive the Light. Just say to yourself, “I wish to receive the Healing Light of the Divine Plan.”

You can connect with us as trainees are initiated and attuned to the Heart of Mother Earth as they learn this beautiful healing system.

The gift of The Divine Plan Healing System from Mother Father God offers a perfect balance and harmony of the masculine and feminine as each step unfolds.

If you are in Amsterdam and would like to join us please contact Harriet Kroon at the address above.

The day will be facilitated by Lynne Shaw of New York, supported by David Ashworth and Harriët Kroon.

Blessings

David Ashworth and Lynne Shaw

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Tim Dyson – Shame and Guilt

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Tim Dyson, Elder of the Emerald Heart, shares with us his understanding of the mechanisms of the subconscious mind and how it ensnares us as a willing hostage.

I’m sure many will empathize with Tim’s struggle from this powerful and informative article.

 

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Shame and Guilt – Our Most Persistent of Foes

Having struggled throughout a lot of my life with crippling feelings of shame and guilt and seeing similar difficulties in many of those I work with, I felt it was time to write an article on this subject with some suggestions as to how to start to overcome these difficult feelings based on some understandings I have come to.

If we first look at what is the proper function of shame and guilt, it is simply to let us know that our behaviour is less than wholesome and is damaging to others and ourselves. It is our moral compass that speaks to us through the heart to try and steer us away from negative behaviour. Once we have understood this and modified or changed our behaviour these feelings have served their useful purpose.   Many people feel these feelings as a result of actions done to them, rather than actions taken by them, but the feelings are providing the same function in that they are trying to show the individual that what is being done to them is not good and is damaging for them.

But what is happening when 20, 30, 40 or 50 years later, after you have done a lot of work on yourself, and you live your life in a wholesome way, yet you still experience these feelings much of the time. What is happening then? Well, at a simple level we could say that you have created a habit pattern, a well-worn track that your sub-conscious follows time and again. It will start with a thought and that thought leads you back into the feelings you know so well. It is a well established mechanism and over time your body posture will even change. You will find it hard to hold yourself up straight and proud because you feel so full of shame.

If we look at this scenario a little more deeply, we can see that we have become a victim. We feel powerless to free ourselves from the prison we inhabit. This is because at a core level we actually believe that we don`t deserve a good life, that we are bad and need to suffer in life. We may feel we are being punished or that we are cursed but in reality it is ourselves who have created a system of self-punishment, in which we are endlessly the victim. If we are in the position of feeling shame as the result of the misdeeds of others, we are in essentially the same place, too full of shame to feel that we can have a good life, and feeling even more of a victim.

By working on ourselves we will probably experience periods of feeling free and clear and even feel full of confidence. We feel that we can really begin to fly in life but it never lasts very long, the old guilt and shame soon catches up with us and brings us crashing back down. We might try all sorts of intellectual methods to feel better about ourselves, like telling ourselves that, “In my essence, I am perfect and unaffected by all of this disturbance.” We might employ mantras such as, “I love myself.” However, we know deep down that it is not true. If we can’t really experience the truth of this and are only able to try and convince ourselves on the level of mind that it won’t change the uncomfortable truth that we don’t really like ourselves or more likely actually loath ourselves.

This all leads to more and more unworthiness and tends to make us feel that there is really no point in trying, as I always end up back in the same place anyway. So what do we do to break out of this cycle? Is there a way out of it? Well. I certainly can’t say I am completely free from these feelings but I do feel that I have understood some of the mechanisms by which they operate and this has allowed me to develop a certain amount of wriggle room and to gradually begin to recognise that I make choices about the life I create. That the power is in my hands to create a different reality that works for me, one in which I can grow and develop into the person I was born to be.

The first step for me in beginning to break free from this cycle was to understand the role played by my subconscious mind in this picture. The subconscious or ego mind does not want change of any kind and fights tooth and nail to prevent it. Every time you start to feel good in yourself and start to feel empowered to take charge of your life and confident in who you are the subconscious mind goes into panic mode. This is because it fears the change that will inevitably come if it allows this state of affairs to continue. It searches around for anything it can pull on and use as an energy source to stop you in your tracks and what better than the crippling feeling of guilt and shame that are so easy to access in those of us with this particular problem. Once these old feelings and emotions are dragged up we instantly start to lose our confidence, go into self doubt and unworthiness and become quickly blocked again.

From understanding this I looked at why I was always so powerless to prevent this from happening every time and I started to see that I have a victim mentality. That I recoil from the horrible feelings and feel victimised by them because it is easier than actually owning and taking responsibility for my life. That by beginning to face the feelings rather than run away or distract myself from them, I deny my subconscious mind the power of using them against me. In this way I can also begin to face the fear of taking responsibility for my life, firstly for all I have done and from there to building a positive and meaningful life. By seeing and accepting the truth that my need to punish myself for past misdeeds is a complete abdication of taking true responsibility for my life in the now, and serves nothing other than my fear of life and my subconscious or even conscious fear of change, I am step-by-step claiming control over the life that I create.

When we can start to see that the half lives we are leading do nothing to make recompense for any past misdeeds then we are on the right track. If we feel the need to make recompense with people from our pasts then we should do it but denying ourselves a fulfilling life is certainly not helping those we have wronged in any way. If we feel the need to make recompense with God we do it by becoming the person we were born to be, leading useful and productive lives, not by hiding in the shadows denying through our fears a life fully lived.

I never said it is easy but in accepting and facing the truth that we hide behind our shame and guilt as a way to avoid facing the need to be the drivers of our own lives and take real responsibility for them then we are beginning to step into our power. Shame and guilt are the internalised excuses we make to ourselves in order to stay weak and powerless. They keep us in a state of victimhood because through our fears we allow them to.

If we can start to see how we make the choice to collude with our subconscious mind so as to avoid facing the fears that keep holding us back we start to develop the attributes of courage, determination and strong intention and this in turn gives us the choice of going down a different path rather than the same old one over and over. I wish you all courage in your endeavours and to remind you that Emerald Heart Practitioners can provide you with tremendous help and guidance to get through this process but at the end of the day they can`t do it for you, only you can do that. However, sometimes through the use of Programs we can allow the Universal Consciousness to do a lot of the work for us as we surrender ourselves to this process.

Love,

Tim Dyson

Elder of the Emerald Heart

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